My Girlfriend Is In A Coma!

I had one of my fits again last night. She's not really in a coma but she is really pissed off, could go for a coma right now. I don't know what happened. I actually just thought of it. The last time I knocked her out a few times was when she first moved in. I haven't hit her since Jake left a while back and I went into this down mood. I think it's stress that's actually giving me the crazy arms. People will think I'm kicking her ass. I made a sign for to wear saying

This is not the result of a dispute but a result of accidental hits to the face

She refuses to wear it. I feel so awful. I think I need help. I tell her to punch me back if I ever do it again but she's afraid she'll wake a sleeping lion and I'll attack. To be honest with you, she may be right. My brother punched me freely when I did it to him. Thanks again big brother.

I think I'm getting back to normal again. With the whole Jeff Buckley thing and my past and Jake coming back just brought a lot of stress on my mind.

I'm sleeping on the couch until further notice.