sorry

It's Friday

It's Friday and I'm breaking up with the girl. BM's advice is getting to me. Plus the fact that she blew me off to be with her boyfriend. How dare she! So I'm going to make an unscheduled visit at dinner Saturday and shit all over her day. Sorry dude boyfriend, but she's a slut that needs to be stopped. So either two things will happen: 1) He'll kick my ass for sleeping with his girlfriend 2) He'll do the opposite. He looks kind of strong from a distance so I'm going for option number 2.

It's A Cold World

I just stood there watching as my friend stabbed him 13 times and I did nothing. Then when he started to behead him, I felt sick to my stomach. The sound of the bones cracking as he slid the hacksaw back and forth against his bleeding neck was more than I could take. I wondered to myself, "How far is he willing to go to hide the murder?" I eventually came back to my senses when I was helping my friend clean up the blood and drag his dead lifeless body in the middle of nowhere. Burning the fingers and the toes to make sure the body can't be identified was when I realized their was no coming back from this. Then he decided to just torch the entire body. As the body burned in the crisp early morning hours of 3, my "buddy" threw the head into the river in hopes that it would never be found again.

A little ad lib but somewhat of a version of a thrill kill of Jean Pierre Orlewicz as told by Alexander Letkemann. The trial is fucking crazy!

Smell

I want to smell like a beach or a new car. A smell that you can't seem to get rid of kind of like b.o.

Thin Ice

I found the girl of my dreams (again) but she is taken (again). I'm the guy that I hate seeing or in this case, not seeing with my girlfriend. This relationship already feels like we're walking on thin ice. Trying to keep it secret and on the down low is tough but extremely hot.

Harlet

Have you ever done something that you know you shouldn't be doing? Something that you and somebody else feels is right but you both know it's wrong?

Fuck Unhappiness

Unloved & Unhappiness

One of our members from our group committed suicide last weekend. Her sister told one of her friends in the group and she told a few people. I eventually heard it from somebody yesterday. I really didn't talk to her much but I thought she was making progress. All it takes is one thing to push you over the edge. Makes you kind of wonder if a suicide support group can't help you then what can? This makes things much worse now. I really didn't need the news this weekend.

Slasher Fridays - {Bootleg}

I don't know. We are watching a movie with no title and no cover art no nothing. It looks too real to be fake but too real to be real. It's unimaginable horror. I took a sneak peek today. It has no opening credits and the sound is weird. Its definetly something you shouldn't watch by yourself. If I'm disturbed it must be good.