Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Suicidal Tendacies

Ripped from the headlines of a dead teenager commiting suicide once again. Tragdy hits a small town once again. Nobody expected her to kill herself but it was time. Growing up with loving parents with hateful thoughts. She was submerged in hate and tried to emerge as a normal person. Her friend never expected it to happen. She saw her that night before. She guess that when she said goodbye that it had hidden meaning.

Three years later the friend still not fully adjusted to the idea of suicide starts a troubled life of her own. Taking sleeping pills hoping that one day she doesn't wake up. "Life is cruel but misery feels so much better," she repeats to herself over and over again until she passes out.

It's October 5, 2005 and she still feels like killing herself. She's been writing this in her diary for years now. She tries to find any medicine she can get her hands on so that October 1st would be her final and last day here. Her body feels numb and cold but she still wants more medicine. She walks outside and as soon as her body is hit with the cool damp air she passes out as if it took her life away.

As the fog of her final breath exits her smooth delicate lips, she hears faint shouting. Too weak to turn her head she realizes it's her heart telling her to stop but she realizes it's too late and her eyes close and a tear falls off her face and onto the cement. She is now dead.

Ripped from the headlines, another teenager kills themself. Is their a better way? Life is cruel and misery takes the place of happiness. Blame it on peer pressure and MTV, but the true cause of suicide is stress. The stress leads to all sorts of things such as unhappiness and isolation.

A fat kid gets bullied throughout life and grows up to become a teenager full of rage and feels that food is the only answer until he finds a gun and wants to get revenge. He shoots his enemies and then kills himself. A girl is called fat and becomes so anal about her weight that she loses so much weight that she is walking funny, has yellow rotting teeth, skin firmly attached to the bone and yet she still feels overweight. So she continues vomitting and they find her dead in the bathroom next to the scale.

Suicidal Tendacies are all over the place, it's just up to people to watch for them.

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