Internally Bleeding For A Chance

Carefully removing the dead bodies from the trunk of his car he contemplates putting the gun to his head while thinking back at what he just did.

It all started early today. Life was already fucked up for him as soon as he was born. A bastard child that nobody wanted named Ben. He just grew up feeling like nobody wanted him and just got angrier as time went on. His best friend was really his enemy. He would punch him in the face for no apparent reason but Ben let him do it and shrug it off and held all the anger inside.

Teachers treated him like the shit he thought he was and never gave him a chance. Smacking him in class and letting the other kids pick on him and laugh as they do it.

What was the point of living he would always say to himself. He never smiled and never talked. He worried that one day he might just snap. That one day was soon to happen.

That one incident was at 6:54 p.m. His friend invited him over to his house. Ben didn't know that he was playing a prank on him. Ben's friend put a rug over a hole and when Ben walked over it he fell in. Hurt and confused Ben heard laughter in the background and that was when he realized it was a prank. Ben had it. He was pissed. He pulled his gun out and started shooting at everybody. He saved his best friend for last. He shot him but didn't want to kill him yet.

Most of the people ran but the people that were dead he dragged and put them in his car. He had his friend in the front seat. He drove as far as he could thinking about evil things to do, then his car ran out of gas near a creek. He pushed the car as far as he could out of the way and started dumping the dead bodies in the creek. Thinking about killing himself he remembered his best friend was in the car too. Ben then said the first words his best friend has ever heard him say, "I only kept you alive so that you can see me kill you slowly," and he shot his friend in the face and dumped his dead body in the water. Then he slid the now hot gun down his own throat and repeated what he just said to his dead friend and pulled the trigger.


THE END

Feel free to be disgusted. I suggest watching the movie Bully.