Eating the Heart of a Newborn Polar Bear

Wow, you know I remember posting something but I didn't remember what it was. It was the meds talking. Not to sound depressing but if I decided to commit suicide, I wouldn't blog it, at least not right before. By the way things are going, I think my last post would be a big tip off. Something like, "I'm going to fix a big bowl of rice krispies and submerge myself inside it until I numb the pain away or die".